Monday, May 29, 2006
8:51 PM
training made me realise even more that im a fat lard and i have alot of work to do to catch up..and one more thing,letting go of what i want.those envious looks.tsk tsk oh well.its school again tml in the morning.hurr.im so looking forward to it man anyway i need to pee,so byebye world!
cheers!
Sunday, May 28, 2006
9:39 PM
went to ps with mom and robin today.hmm not too bad la.at least i moved about.not forgetting the fact that i couldnt sleep at all last night!:( i slept at around 2 after watching scary show with mom on demand tv then i thought i would have been able to sleep real quick concidering the pig that i already am.haha yeah anyway i didnt sleep till 6plus 7 in the morning.and mom came into my room waking me at 1!hurr.which is my usual weekend wake up time.im still trying to break my record time which was 2plus set when i was in pri 4?yeah i think it was pri 4.haha anyway yeah spent my whole afternoon watchin this show about baseball.cant remember the name.haha yeah then went online to talk to my sister and we talked a whole lot.shes gona find out the amount of money needed for me to go over there to do the course that ive chosen.and mommy said we'll see the cost before i say yes.HAHAH!im a happy kid!okay maybe not so.i mean im sure to miss alot of things IF i go.ookay no more talking about it till i know for sure i am going there.so exciting.haha
anyway gotto be in school for training tml.hmm i hope and pray with all my heart that there wont be any sun.oh my godddddddd.i just freaking found out i have like alot of lessons tml..hurrr.im going but i dont think i wana go for fnn.hahaha!okay i got stuff to do.talking to bestie now.byebye
cheers!
Friday, May 26, 2006
3:44 PM
i hate it when i feel terrible after doing something which is stupid like skipping school for stupid reasons acting like it doesnt really matter.i mean it doesnt really matter la but i kinda regret,not the school part,the training part.hurr.see.it kills you.guilt kills.ive been telling myself not to care.hurr.anyway im bleeding down south.so wth i'll just be emo and pissy wissy.HAHA cause im fucking bored and alone at home.i really wana go thailand or malaysia.haha OBM too.okay that was random thought.
anyway im talking to sis and clara online but clara is like dead.shes going red room with my all time hot chick.HAHAH!anyway yes sis is complaining to me about her room mates.haha shes so poorthing la.anyway my dead sis mel has came to life!shes emailing me now(: but after what mom told me about her place.im kinda scared to want to go over there but i do wana go over at the end of the year.mom wants to send me to a wine farm for 3 months la!:/
anyway i shall go watch tv with guilt while my fellow team mates are running their guts out in the sun.i shall face his music on monday.and i cant stop coughin with those green jelly thingie in my throat.HAHAHA im so sick.byebye word.
cheers!
Sunday, May 21, 2006
10:42 PM
1 more week of school left and i dont even see a point in going to school for that 1 week but not like i have much of a choice.hurr.i thought of skipping it every tues and thurs cause those are days without training.hmm sounds like a good plan eh?haha okay enough shit.woke up at 1130 with a shock cause of my alarm.haha had to wake up half an hour early before charmed.haha damn im gona be losing so much of sleep if this goes on.anyway went out with mom today.first we made a stop at clementi then passed by an accident then to my second home,IMM!moms favorite hang out place.haha anyway today was just mom and i as dad was err god knows where cause i seriously dont care and china dick head was home.he is getting rude like a cheebye who really needs my beating.but then,im nice.i even helped him with the girl whom he likes.HA and he is trying to go fast.stupid loserrr.okay enough of the two useless males in my family.they were born with dicks that does work.okay thats just speaking without thinking cause then how would i be like here typing.haha okay im so lame i should shoot myself.i know whos laughin at this though.haha probably lousie(: hope i didnt get the spelling wrong there.
track tml.plus a boring long day of school.hurr.i am so looking forward to it.sense my excitment people.so far ive passed 5 subjects not combining.coolness eh.have never been that good.nvm there's more to come which i can say wouldnt be so pleasent.training is just gone be tougher by each training.hahaha that sounded stupid but i dont care.yeah anyway it is and that means,more crying more complains more aches more all sorts of mabel shit.hurr.i so cant wait.anyway cheers people.i gtg fold the clothes.
oh and i found a new hang out place where i have passed by a million times(: only me and my secret and me plus me and secret.okay enough mabel.yes only i will know.well thats if i dont tell anyone la.HAHA im so lame.
oh!one more thing.hahahaha baby is annoying everyone cause she just has to be with me no matter where i go.haha i stand up,she looks up.i walk away she gets up real quick,so quick she actually slips and then hurry beside me.haha shes so fucking adorable la.shes just getting prettier each day(: i love coffee baby.i must be crazy eh.im gona love my dog more then my husband.HAHAHA!
cheers!
Saturday, May 20, 2006
12:27 AM
its funny how some things happen eh.i mean i wonder who the hell is that person with no life who keeps coming to my tag board and tag as my friends and well i do have my doubts about who it is.but not saying!and everyone keeps thinking ginny and i have something on.GET A LIFE LA.ahahaha so retarded.but i love her.when you get close to someone everyone will think oh!they're together!haha stupid.well thats life for us.
anyway today was okay la.passed 4 subjects so far.so i guess its good?anyway went to ikea for dinner and headed back home and now,on the phone with my dearest clara who is as usual,mad,stupid,brainless and forever caught in something.haha oh well okay im lazy now.haha byebye world.
CLARA IS A DIRTY PIG/LARD,SHE DOESNT WANA SHOWER!yuck.
cheers!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
12:31 AM
so mother's day party for mom's side wasnt that bad la.shall spare you girls the details.okay that was just an excuse cause im just lazy.ahaha anyway on the phone with clara LOVE.HAHAHAHA inside joke.anyway yeah and chatting with two sillys,ginny and stacy(: ginny is so funny la.haha anyway i cant wait for the exams to end.hurr but it seems like the year is passing really fast.well that seems to be the case as you get older each year.i guess thats why everyone wants to be young when your old and old when your young.hahah well i just wana get out of school asap.im so sick of the pressure i have to put on myself.hurr.and news have said that there would be track starting right after exams which is the 17.haha i bet no one would turn up.well maybe some.anyway i want off from everything but nationals is in julys and truth to be told,my hopes arent up this years.its so depressing.it is.ive always been in it.hurr.forget it.lets drop it.drop the complains and the crying.i had enough.im tired.
anyway.my baby hasnt been looking really good lately.im worried.mom too.we both thinks she has been looking really sleepy...in other words.baby is slipping away.she has been sleeping alot.i cant lose her.i need her.i need to see her there everytime i come home.i need her to wake me up with her cold nose so she can go and pee and walk really fast back to my room to sleep with me though i never seem to make it in waiting for her.i need to smell her though she reaks of doggie smell.i need her to stink up my room though i hate it.i need her to be naughty and pull my favortie pillow off my bed to sleep on it when im not looking.i need her to irritate me when im busy.i need to hear her follow me though its just to the toilet.i need to hear her annoying paw walking sound.i need to bath her though both of us hate it.i need to feed her.i need to wash her poo and pee everyday.i need to kiss her before school,when i come home and before bed.i need our hugging moment everyday.i need our once in a blue moon time together just lying side by side.i need her to lick me all over when i hate it.
i need her:'(
Friday, May 12, 2006
11:35 PM
i got the flu and im hoocked onto OC soundtracks and the shows.haha i wana cycle.haha okay byebye im off to listening to my OC mixes!:D
ohay anyway tml i got some mothers day shit.hurr.no sleeping in for the poor kid here.and im SO FAT!im so fat la.like major.holidays kills.that why i always say if not for track i think i'll be like 100kg.hahahaha okay byebye
cheers!
Monday, May 08, 2006
12:46 PM
long bus ride after paper which was wasted cause i had to cab all the way to holland and back home cause for the first time in history i forgot my keys when all these while ive been paying the i-forgot-my-keys game.anyway mom paid for cab fare with a'your so careless'haha she loves me.i was my own cab driver anyway.the driver was so i-dont-know.he didnt know how to go anywhere at all.not even bukit timah.well he could at least said thanks or sorry but i didnt get any so to hell with him but i was nice to be nice.at least the talking kept me up.so yeah home now drinking soup for lunch again.i better lose weight man.haha after exams training is gona kill me.this lard here is gona melt on that wasted track.anyway yeah geog paper was okay.not too bad i guess?filled all the lines given with not commen sense this time but what i learnt.hmm lets all hope this would work.i better pass or i'll shoot myself.haha.tuition later.2hr plus.major hurr.off to nap land now.bye folks
cheers!
broken friendship,wasted life,missing trust,mix feelings and i hope i'll figure out whats wrong.ive been losing more then ive been giving.OCOCOCOCOC.i'll see you soon(:
Sunday, May 07, 2006
1:12 AM
i want OC.
i need SLEEP.
i want MILKSHAKE.
today was okay la.out with mom shopping then the bitch called me to go down to celebrate the sexy's birthday.haha okay they are ailin and mary.haha i love them la.haha everything was funny.but im super sleepy now la.haha and princess is sooooo cute.haha have not seen her since god knows when.she has changed:)pretty pretty.haha oh and that green shirt girl too.hahahah shoot me.
cheers!
Friday, May 05, 2006
11:18 PM
the mother is finally home.cleaning of the house upside down tml.cant wait cause every time i clean it with mom it just feels cleaner.haha anyway she got me new sandles but i still need to save up for shoes shoes shoes!going out in sandles has just made me not want to go out even more.anyway the sleepyness is kicking in.and ryan is so sweet he burnt the OC mixes that i couldnt get onto my player the last time.yeah anyway he burnt them and got mom to pass it to me.haha sweet:)anyway gotto go shop tml too.the house is so empty and now that mom is back.its just gona be harder to keep to my diet but im still on it!haha coolness.im so crazy though im sleepy.oh mom got me an all blacks towel!haha love it.and guess what.shes the second idiot who got me the wrong colonge...........im so depress.i swear i am.just talking about it.first marily bought a big bottle of polo sport when i said i want polo blue.mom thought i meant blue bottle when i said polo blue.....i was so upset i wanted to cry okay.and when i realise i forgot to bring my geog text home to study for monday.i wanted to cry even more!hahaha so emo but i really like polo blue and i want it!:( now im stuck with two bottles of polo sport to finish up.hurr.how depressing can that get la.i want polo blue nowww.hurr.anyway yeah thats all she got me.haha okay nothing to say anymore.byebye
cheers!
i know you gotto back away but if this friendship is going to end like that then what happen to"so who do you think you'll still be talking to next time"you said "you".oh well i guess nothing last forever.from friendships to work to talents to anything.anything at all.but i do understand just in case your wondering.i just dont understand why must it get to serious when like you said,its a small thing?nvm im young and stupid.so byebye i will understand when im older.like that song.but till then,thanks for the memories:)
Monday, May 01, 2006
7:40 PM
i ended up staying home.haha too lazy to go anywhere so i'll just go get the stuff to cook tml.shall cook pasta again.cant think of anything else to cook.haha or rather,im too fucking lazy.so i stayed home,no fun zone,no hair cut.just me and the computer with my fnn work.hurr.i have no more things to research on.somebody save me.i need 17 pages of research but i got less then 7 pages la.hurr.im so dead.i need to pass my fnn Ns.i have to:(( this is so depressing la and im so sick of eating all the junk food outside or take aways.i want home cooked food....granny called this morning but i was still in lalaland so i hardly even knew what i was saying cause i pretended that i was awake.haha it was really stupid.the stuff i said.not like i actually can remember.haha
school starts tml.i want a long holiday:( hurr im really not looking forward to it.roarr.oh well.today was fnn day and it still is.haha byebye folks.
cheers!
oh mommy bought me an all blacks towel!!whoo!:D
4:55 PM
tuition is cancelled!whee!:D
so its haircut and dinner and fun zone here i come.
hurr fnn sucks.its sucking my brain juice dry
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